It was bad news. The baby stopped growing & was only measuring 6w2d. There was no heartbeat.
My lovely FS got me booked in for a D&C tomorrow at the Day Surgery. All too soon we're back there again.. and not to put an embryo IN this time, to take one out.
I finally cried today on DH's shoulder. I still feel numb. One minute I'm fine like nothing happened, the next I'm so angry. But these things happen.
There's not much more to say.
I came across this quote today & I'm trying to live by it. It will be a struggle but it's all I can do.
"Every success has a trail of failures behind it, and every failure is leading towards success. You don’t fail by falling down. You fail by never getting back up. Sometimes you just have to forget how you feel, remember what you deserve, and keep pushing forward."
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