August 22, 2017

Happy

I just wanted to drop a quick post here to let you all know, despite further attempts, we didn't get our second child. I had a couple of chemical pregnancies but nothing more. It took a lot of rounds but I finally got to the point where I realised I was already happy. The last round sealed it for me. We just tried a IUI with our leftover frozen sperm as I couldn't bear to go down the medication route again. But even so, the stress of the rollercoaster was something I definitely didn't miss! I knew I was done. And I actually started worrying about "what if" I was pregnant! My husband was made redundant so we're moving across the country to be closer to our families and so our son can start school over there next year. A new baby would seriously have caused a lot more stress. Don't get me wrong, of course we would have loved it and worked things out, but I'm more than ok with our lot in life. My son is absolutely gorgeous, full on, demanding and amazing!! He's about all I can handle and I'm happy devoting all my love and attention to him for the rest of my life. I'm lucky. I'm happy. And I'm done.

Wishing you all everything you hoped for!
xxx

1 comment:

  1. Well I'm sorry to hear things didn't work out for a second child and also about the chemical miscarriages. I'm delighted to hear how well you are doing now. And glad you and your little family are happy. Wishing you all the best!

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