April 16, 2011

Freakin control freak

Well I've got 15 minutes until I have to spray & inject and then I can go to bed! Time for a quick update.

Last time I wrote here I was feeling pretty down. Today I'm still a bit low but not so much negative & depressed, just a bit over everything. Still, I'm trying to remain positive. Just had a lovely cuddle with DP so that's cheered me up ;-)

I had another blood test yesterday & the nurse called to say my figures were going fantastically and the Dr was very happy with them. She was a lot chirpier on the phone than the last nurse so that helped my mood. I'll be going for another test & my first ultrasound on Monday in my lunchbreak. Fingers crossed I've got lots of good quality follicles!

It's estimated I'll be having my embryo collection next Friday or the following Monday. My boss has someone on standby to fly in from interstate and fill in for me if it's Friday. I'm really hoping that's not the case so I don't draw attention, although I would personally prefer not to be waiting longer than necessary.

It's so frustrating to have these things out of your control! I'm a control freak so this whole process is torture to me! I'm used to making things happen how & WHEN I want them to. I really need to work out how to just "let go".

Time for my next "hit" now. Goodnight x

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